I love him

i cant bear to lose him. i cannot take it. i noe this will affect my exams.. but i dun care... shit... shit.... i love him... when can it stop?! i noe this is all my fault but pls? shit lahx... i am so dead...

i am goin to behave and must behave if i want him. it isn't too late... it is not too late... i love him.. that is undeniable... i am goin to behave... shit. shit. shit...i am not goin to be stubborn... pls? no one will ever hear me... but shit