OOOHHHHHHHH

haha... i wished i have not hesitated anything at all. i should have tried thinking more rationally than anything. it is really important that i wake up and face reality. i noe that the world is not perfect and it is definitely cruel. so it is time to throw away my fantasy land and face the cruel reality. it will not end like a fantasy if i am still living in my dreams. haha. i should have done that long ago, thinkin of the having comfort is not enough but accepting the discomfort is what makes you strong. it does not mean accepting the discomfort means living with it it means having to adapt to the discomforts and making it a comfort.

sometimes you just have to trust the instincts. my instincts are 80% correct. with a little thinking i might be able to face the reality.

may i wake up and choose the road in front of me carefully. i really need that.