feeling sucidal.

I AM NOT REALLY FEELING GOOD. THAT IS WHY I AM DOIN MANI TODAY.

I AM BLOODY ANGRY WITH MY FAMILY. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME ANYMORE... I FEEL SOO HURT.. I AM SOO BLOODY MESSED UP...

I FEEL DISAPPOINTED... MY HEART BROKEN. MAYBE IT IS BEST TO KEEP A REALLY SECRET DIARY.. CLOSE TO MY HEART. NO ONE UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS ANYWAY. I FEEL DISTRAUGHT. BUT NO ONE WILL BE THERE FOR ME... TO SURVIVE I HAVE TO BE STRONG. I DUN WANNA DO ANYTHING. I WANNA SHUT UP... I DUN WANNA FACED THEM ANYMORE...

I AM SOOO HURT... I HATE THEM... I WANNA CRY... BUT CRYING IS A SIGN OF WEAKNESS. I AM NOT WEAK. I AM STRONG I AM GOING TO BE STRONG. NO MATTER WHAT I WILL GET WHAT I WANT IN LIFE. I DUN CARE. I WANT TO FINISH ACCA. I DUN CARE!