How Can i resist?

How can i say no to my baby? He is my dearest now, i would never not listen to my baby.. haha... love him...it is only about cherishing the moment and enjoying while i can. I have not much time left. haha... it sounds like a time bomb. it is going off soon and neither of us would be happy. but i wish him all the best... if he cannot make a decision i would just leave even if it means breaking my promise. cant bear to let him caught in the middle for too long. boo...