Is my subconcious concious yet?

i have no idea what my subconcious is thinking... and i have a really weird dream.. he asked me how many kids i wanted. and he said in my dreams that he wants to have kids with me... is this good or weird or really bad? what is my subconcious trying to tell me? haha... i think he likes me but he has his commitments! why do everything comes with a but? maybe that is because there are always pros and cons in a situation... now the weather is so warm... maybe i am used to an aircon enviroment. i am not bored today cos i got a lot of things on my mind? and yes my pay is coming! i also have a date to dye my hair!!! wahaha... so happy! SERIOUSLY!

i want to go shopping... i think i finally have to buy a eyebrow pencil because if i dye my hair violet gold i have to shave my eyebrows? ergh! i hate that! i love my eyebrows!

i think i kinda like him too... haix...i am getting sidetrack again. that is sad. can anyone stop this pls? i dun like this at all! i think he noes abt me and martin but that is all in the past. i hope he can understand that. i do not like this at all. can i ignore him? PLS?