I just love it!

Why do all this kind of stuff happen to me all the time? i am not like what they think lorx.. it is damn irritating... but it is best not to jump to conclusions as yet... what happen i really dun noe... and if it is bad can i not noe? haix... but he is my fren how can i turn one blind eye..

it is impossibe now.. he is not sure whether he likes her anot? what is this... i dun like him but as a friend we are happy together.. haix.... i really dunno what kind of relationship we shld really be.. i need tym to find out... cox it is not easy to like someone and maintain a really long relationship.. it is disgsting.... haix.. i am still young... but i really need to grow up already.. cox i am goin back to my childish ways.. haix.. is it really me? i like to joke ard but not that much.. sometimes i just want to be serious but the ppl ard me dun feel like being serious.. and i feel like i am entertaining them.... haix... who am i? is it really me? i have no idea.. i love tokin to them but sometimes i feel like being quiet but i cant.. haha.. i really dunno abt myself.. haix.. the jiahui is coming back and i bet there will be things that she doesn't like.. haix.. this is disgusting lahx.. haix... sucks like what liddat... i am dead bored.. hahaa.... my hair has dried since dunno how long.. haix... i duno what to...

i alwaes care a lot for my friends as i really treasure my friends a lot lahx.. i hope there are no misunderstandings.. i think sometimes i am too much liao lahx.. haix... i really shld die sometimes... haix... i dun noe what to do.. i just want to be a friend!