Emotionally drained

i am emotionally drained. I am really stressed out, looking forward to today. But it was a disappointment.

I am losing faith.

I hate this.

All I needed was an answer.... I Feel so hurt! All he cares is himself never about how I felt. Does he even know i am hurt too? I dun think so! 

It is simply infuriating! I do not know how to answer his call because I dun know what to talk to him. I feel like breaking up. 

All along I thought he was the one who new me best but I was wrong. He just assume and assume. I hate that too!

I just want him to go away... I want to be alone... I dun want to get married.... I want to be alone. I want a break up.