i still love him

when will this feeling disappear? god! i seriously hope that things will change for the better. i think if he come back to me i will still embrace him back into my arms. i am so stupid. no matter how he treats me i still love him. haha. i seriously dunno wat to do. but i think i will take the advice to take things as the way it is. if i do something, i would end up getting more hurt. thank god i din make the same mistake again. lol.

how cum he is like that? haha. nvm. i always can find someone better. cos i am better.

but darn i miss him. the old him and the old we. haha. lol.

and then there's another guy, why dun he mentioned my name in his blog. lol. it is really suspicious. anyway it is really clear.