Weird me!

i duno wat to say lahx... i am feelin so weird.... i like him being a nice guy. i have no idea why i like him. maybe part of it i think he is responsible. ergh... j would be fantasy and he will be my reality. i dun noe. i seriously want to know what is wrong with him lahx. keep saying his mood not good. but hey. wat is wrong? come on. i dun like ppl saying that he or she is bad mood especially when they are my friends lahx... hmm... wasn't really veri comfortable with him. maybe i have not warmed up yet... but after that i was really crazy lahx.

i tried to ask him what happen but hey everyone said it feels weird to tell me their troubles. i am a good listening ear ok ppl! nvm. i am extrovert most of the tym and sumtyms i just wanna take the back seat lahx... hmmm...

just wanna wish him all the best lahx

He is back.

Now he is back frm korea.. i dunno wad to say... finally have the guts to say hi but he never see me... haha.. lol... that is so not funny lahx... i dun wanna be obsessed but i dunno wad to do lahx... haha.. hmm... haha...

i am soo totally cray lahx... haha... but i kinda like this blog... i am just sooo greedy.. wahaha... hmmm.. i dunno why but i got this sudden thot of missing debra... so weird nia... eeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh... hope i am not turning les lax... wahaha... lol... hehe... haha...

gotta study maec... haix... hope i can score this tym.. haha

NO WAY

i am defintely not having temper... i am not goin to eat... i dun care... wat misunderstanding. haha...i say it outright i am goin. i am never goin to forgive you. ever... wat done is done and i am hurt... it is far too late.. i am utterly disappointed... doesn's tech allow you to check things out.. i dun want to stay home anymore...

it only cost me pain. i am not eating at home anymore... i HATE THEM.

wat the....................................

SORRY IS NOT ENOUGH!!!

feeling sucidal.

I AM NOT REALLY FEELING GOOD. THAT IS WHY I AM DOIN MANI TODAY.

I AM BLOODY ANGRY WITH MY FAMILY. NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME ANYMORE... I FEEL SOO HURT.. I AM SOO BLOODY MESSED UP...

I FEEL DISAPPOINTED... MY HEART BROKEN. MAYBE IT IS BEST TO KEEP A REALLY SECRET DIARY.. CLOSE TO MY HEART. NO ONE UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS ANYWAY. I FEEL DISTRAUGHT. BUT NO ONE WILL BE THERE FOR ME... TO SURVIVE I HAVE TO BE STRONG. I DUN WANNA DO ANYTHING. I WANNA SHUT UP... I DUN WANNA FACED THEM ANYMORE...

I AM SOOO HURT... I HATE THEM... I WANNA CRY... BUT CRYING IS A SIGN OF WEAKNESS. I AM NOT WEAK. I AM STRONG I AM GOING TO BE STRONG. NO MATTER WHAT I WILL GET WHAT I WANT IN LIFE. I DUN CARE. I WANT TO FINISH ACCA. I DUN CARE!

humph!

It has been such a long tym since i last tok to him more than a week i think... haha... lol... am i thinking tooo much?

today horoscope say that smth that i am overambitious about i my love life or career will come true. hmmm.. i was just wondering which one? why or? why cannot both? haha... i jux dunno wat to say... haha... lol... hmm... if it really cannot i think i will chose career instead lahx... haha... lol.. soo funny....

i jux like ok.. theres no turning back anyway... but hey i am still young... haahaa. yah i am still thinking about him... haha.... cant help... but at least i am still happy.. no more moody days!

just so perfect...

tis is my secret blog... wad i really wanna say cuz sum tyms things are really getting hurtful... haha... any way i am feelin happy nowadays but inside i still feel sooo shattered inside lahx... haha... just soo perfect... i think i have forgotten him but when he cum back i am so goin to go thru this again

and yah.. i dun mean to be rude but hey if i wanna snatch bf wouldn't i tried harder than this? pls lahx... dun be childish lorx... sooo lame nia... hmw! stupid... haahaa... nvm.. i will respect his decisions lahx...